so, i dont know =D

lol so i tried updateing from my phone, and as you can see it didnt work so well. lol. well GUESS WHAT! its almost been a month and i am super excited. its like im not even being tested. (should i say that? lol) i just keep remembering what Jesus went through for me, so why cant i go through this for Him? in all reality i shouldnt even be comparing these two, because what He went through for me is nothing compared to giving up smoking. lol. the strength that i have found through God for this is so unreal, i have had such a great time with this. im enjoying every step. AND! i have health problems, as you may or may not know, and its not good. i have very very very bad acid and when you see doctors they ask you questions, lol...one of them is do you smoke or have you ever? and i get to look the nurse in the eye and say no i dont smoke and yes i have i quit for a better cause than my own. its cool =D

back to the health stuff. back at christmas time i was taking like 15 different pills. 7 of those being heart medication and the others were sedatives and pain killers. i could barly walk and i had really bad spells were i couldnt see or anything. christmas morning went well. christmas afternoon...not so great. i had a really bad "heart attack" (thats what we throught they were) and we almost went to the emergency room. the weight on my chest went down and before i knew it i was starting to feel better. anyways...long story short. we find out after lots of tests and stuff that acid has been eating away at my esoph for a long time now. and...heart burn and mimic heart attacks =D

tada....im happy today =D work is still hard. everyone smokes but Karla and thats hard TRUST ME! my boss was actually STUNNED that i dont smoke anymore and she thinks the cause is completly stupid. but we are all entitled to our own oppinions.